yo.

Its sad how I can’t talk to my parents about anything. My mom is super judgemental and my dad thinks I’m on drugs and doesn’t trust me. I mean I know I’ve messed up a few times but that doesn’t make me a bad person. At school I always hear my friends talk about their relationship with their mom and I get jealous because I wish I had that type of relationship with my mom or with my dad but I don’t have it and its sad. I have to deal with everything by myself. Its so hard to talk to them. I get nervous just being with them by myself. I start to panic and hope they don’t ask me anything because I wouldn’t know what to say. I wish everything was different